全都是爱

2009-03-01

我真的开始觉得我老了

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我的热情有时连我自己都会害怕。但是其实我不管做什么事我都特别开心。

我是真的跑去上了新东方托福班，我很感慨，获益非浅，乃于我没有和我的朋友们都长在祖国孩生活多年，我一直觉得我的视野是狭小的。所以我理解到了一些大家可能觉得很傻的事，但对我来说是一个很大的收获。

我的词汇量并没有上到托福要求的水平，我在里面还是没有好好学习英语。在中国学英语，就像跑去美国学中文一样。我只是不了解，为什么补习班大家都抢着上，我也想上上看。这个机构是真的很牛逼，我服了，老师讲课，我不敢在班上睡觉，我不敢在班上少听一个字，就算我累到不行了，因为老师很牛逼，我很佩服。哪牛逼？对考试的热爱，就这点。。。。我班里的大多都是高中生，也有初中生，人家呢，是很牛的，虽然也不像有生活的人，但是人家还是很牛。看到他们这种人我的脑海中立马浮现了这样的景象：家庭富裕，从来不会犯错，按部就班，前途一片好。各种的良好家庭教育，家里还齐乐融融，就像是从小看到大的那些教科书上的人。这样的人生该有多可怕～ （其实我真希望牛逼不是这样定义的。）

接着。。。

我觉得中国很大。。。。。

然后我发现，我很老。

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